Jesdes7779’s Weblog

26-Jun-09 & 27-Jun-09

-skipped.. only chant..

28-Jun-09

SOP done early…

went to class… chanting was different today.. visualise Guan Yin Pusa’s
feature clearly, then “call” her… chant Guan Yin Pusa many many times till 3rd eye chakra got feel then start to chant OMPH.. this is the way of chanting we should be using – Learned something new today…

What I had felt – at the calling part.. I could feel a feeling like I am going to  cry.. then I was puzzled..y I wanna cry? well, shifu say concentrate, so I stopped and continue chanting… guess he was chanting very loud and stern that I tried to chant fast too.. feel vibration… must be all of us chanting too loudly… during the OMPH part, it seems brighter and brighter till I am in the middle kind of feel… nice…

Healing

today my partner is Teo.

What he felt when healing me -

head very heavy…

hands auto go to my upper back then to head…

I felt -

my legs were super numb and pain that I kept moving abt to stop the pain..

What I felt when healing him:

my right hand palm got numb feel at his left middle back area, heart area and below heart area. when at below heart area, my hand same area got a prickly feel.

during jia chi, my crystal when at his 3rd eye chakra moves a lot…

What he felt:

nothing much.. but later he say warm…

24-Jun-09

Done 65 malas

165 – 65 = 100 malas

25-Jun-09

Done 100 malas!! I completed!! Yeah!! Very happy lo..

Today I never go work, back very pain.. so I went to see a sinseh… after back home.. want to cheong the remaining malas.. After only done 10 malas.. I put my chanting beads aside… when I wanna go back to chant, I pick it up… the beads just drop out … haiz.. guess my karma is trying to give me obstacles lo.. Nevermind.. I use my brother’s beads… hahaha..

Went to sch today.. today’s lesson is walking meditation.. hmm… walk ard the basketball court… at the beginning I feel normal, just kind of tight, feel like burping… after walking half of the court.. I felt my heart chakra area like got heart beat..  actually was thinking is it my heart beat.. it seems yes…but I felt the beat on both the chest area and heart… so I think should be heart chakra area throbbing.. and I feel like burping too..

near the ending part of the basketball court.. I walk with ease… dun feel the tightness anymore..

DG

Today’s DG a bit different… it started with turning in circles.. then walking… then fast walking… then running!!! Well, today everything is very rush for me..so I didn’t take my dinner.. probably that’s y I never puke! hei hei.. And the best part is … I turn so many many rounds… I dun feel giddy or er xin like last time..so I still could carry on with my walking then running…

The running part super lo… I seldom jog… tonight.. I finished my jogging for the whole yr… I jog and jog… I am so tired.. and I forgot abt my back pain too… hahaha…

today’s DG is quite fun… my face was so red after I finished the DG.. but I enjoyed it and sweat a lot too…

22-Jun-09

Sop done.. oh ya my brother came and do homework with me these days too ..

Homework

Done 15 malas..

225 – 15 = 210 malas

23-Jun-09

SOP done.

Homework

Done 45 malas

210 – 45 = 165 malas..

I realised since May I had been sick on and off… yesterday I just told my dad, I everyday after lunch drink pi pa kao at office, then after dinner drink pi pa kao at home, before sleep drink honey.. then my sore throat sure go away, I dun believe it wun go away lo if I drink like that… but b4 I cure the sore throat, I have back pain liao…

This morning wake up with back pain…I wake up pain, get up pain, walk pain, turn my head pain, change clothes pain, do simi also pain…arrgghhh…

then everybody kept saying …ask me why u always sick.. how come u always sick…y u so many problems… hmmm… I can only say.. I dunno wor.. my body is punishing me lo..

19-Jun-09

SOP done…

Homework

Done 30 malas

- feels heat when chanting in aircon room.

- Body and right hand moving

- as usual nose itchy

- left hand feels heat

- crown and 3rd eye chakra feels tight

330 – 30 = 300 malas

20-Jun-09

Done 60 malas

300 – 60 = 240 malas

21-Jun-09

went center… my partner Celine…

tried using crystal to heal this time… only feel movement of crystal.. erm.. bo confident if the crystal did help in the healing as I only felt a bit of movement and can’t visusalise the light into the crystal well…

Roy say jialat… erm.. I also feel jialat wor…cham…

Done 15 malas

240 – 15 = 225 malas….. extend to thur… 25 Jun…

15-Jun-09 & 16-Jun-09

- sick….

17-Jun-09

- SOP

- homework 10 malas… left 330 malas … have to cheong….

18-Jun-09

Went class and here’s the updated diagram with additional infos from 18-Jun-09. Updated on 18 Jun 09 

Being heal by Carlos, he felt:

- neck to shoulder area got long item. Example: snake or worms stuff.. and it “runs” when he poke..

- felt head chakra energy strong and heat

- right side of head very tight

I felt:

- my forehead to my right side of head and top head feels pressure and tight

- leg numb

- yawn and burp

- his finger on my head.. feel sharp pain… might be his fingernails..keke

=== SUMMARY OF CLASS ON 18-JUN-09 ===

Healing Procedures 

望 闻 问 切

望 – see if the person got visible ye li problems eg: handicap

闻 – any smell? smelly might have yao qi

问 – ask got any illness eg: diabetes, heart problem, cancer or high blood pressure 

切 – scanning

New Step added when healing

After 加持, use 2nd & 3rd finger put on the person’s crown, imagine ur energy in a spiral movement into the person’s body(it’s like chong ling..aka bath the ling) with 念力 . If experience blockage, have to blast more energy in, the blockage is the ” problem” area. This uses a lot of our energy but is good for the healer… because when we used up our energy, we will have to recover more energy, thus is good. 

Example: Energy just like Blood. Blood donation? New blood recovered… Energy used when healing? New energy recovered…  

Pregnant

If a lady is pregnant, the energy ard the womb is different. You will feel additional energy ard that area. And this area sucks more of the healer’s energy.

At this stage (STRICTLY NO!)

No collection of $ is allowed! If the person treats healer to a meal, it’s fine. If the person gave $ for the healer to help do donation for charity purposes, it’s fine.

If the person gaves $ or “angbaos” to healer for personal use, it’s Strictly NO! If the healer takes the $ for personal uses… the whole xiuxing process is RUIN!

Start with Shifu explaining what we are learning… a drawout copied in class.

LZT – 14 Jun 09  (This will remind me what we are learning…)

From today onwards have to 观想and 超度the meat we eat.

Healing same partner Uncle Sim…

What uncle Sim felt when healing me:

- my right and left side arm and chest area got many “things”

- Left face haven something but dunno what it is

- Esp my tummy area… got many many “things”

- felt something at my right feet area

- He felt heal me de time feel like got tears ard his eyes

- He felt headache and a bit body suan

I felt:

- forehead tight and pressure

- left hand numb feel

- very cold, keep yawning and tear… cos I lying direct from aircon…

nothing much…

I felt when healing Uncle Sim:

- Felt his chest area like sunk in…

- Chest and tummy area got feel

- face warm…wonder is it his breathing… Last week also …

Some points to take note of:

If private area chakra sunk in, advise the person to drink more warm water, cannot claw, must blast more energy…

Any areas that sunk in, dun dig/claw…need to blast more energy…

Areas that protruding, have to mould back to normal.

DG – fun…turn and dance… except that I can’t DG too long… very tired.. stamina no enough..

Homework – extend till Sunday – 21 Jun 09

just finished SOP..chant 7 times DBZ…

today wake up at 7.30am to do homework..I scare not enough time to finish…

Homework

Done 50 malas…

390 – 50 = 340 malas…

jialat..I might need to extend 1-2 days le…

12-Jun-09

at office, on/off  felt crown chakra got pressure…

back home quite late.. took a nap.. but in the end overslept… didn’t do homework…

13-Jun-09

Done SOP, DBZ 7 times.. GYFM abt 25 mins… chanting from afternoon till night… very jialat, here itchy there itchy, both eyes  dry, pain and swollen, running nose all the way…

Homework

Done 155 malas

545 – 155 = 390 malas

10-Jun-09

Done SOP as usual…

Homework

Done 40 malas

590 – 40 = 550 malas

11-Jun-09

went centre for lesson… today is Q & A session…

Back home already near to 12am… faster do SOP but DBZ 7 times only..

Homework

Done 5 malas

550 – 5 = 545 malas

back home late today… so faster do SOP but DBZ only 7 times today… for GYFM, I feel very very sleepy… but like got reminder to keep me awake many times..then got one time is… I saw something white…and it gets very very very white and bright… as I was feeling curious and excited what it is… it goes back to normal… hai… I shouldn’t lose my calmness de…

Homework

Done 20 malas only…

 610 – 20 = 590 malas