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ooo… paiseh paiseh….. so long bo update liao… hehe…

Although I bo update but I got do homework lah sometimes sop, sometimes gyfm only…

erm… I dunno is it I sensertive or the weather turns hot… but since last week… I had been feeling very warm, always very warm…. sometimes I need to sleep with aircon plus fan…

whenever I do homework, my whole body sweats… even I on aircon…. told Edy and Kelvin, Edy say is good… so should be ok…

I started my DBS le… erm really not easy, I kneel till both legs numb and red… chant from trying 金刚念诵法 to normal singing chanting and normal singing chanting to 金刚念诵法。I am trying… I hope I can do it fluently with 金刚念诵法soon….

do GYFM only… but not long time..so do again…

yesterday .. during class.. we learnt abt some chakra points…

命门~ trying to visualise the marble with red colour and when trying to turn de time, I cant visualise the colour liao.. only feel it turn. Sometimes when turning clockwise, it will try to turn anti clockwise, I force it to turn back clockwise again… beginning no feel warm, turning probably ard 20+ then start to feel a bit of warm…

海底~ didn’t feel anything

雪山~ same.. turning clockwise will suddenly wants to turn anti, I force it back again.. this area feels more warm…but the clock wise and anti clockwise thingy have to focus.. cos is behind mah…

Dragon breaking thru ~ when the dragon climb up the spine, I could visualise it but can’t feel it.. but when the dragon try to break thru the 3rd eye chakra, I could feel like my 3rd eye area like got a opening then the dragon fly out…

Exploding ~ didnt feel the exploding much , just visualise nia …then felt the warm around back area.

Healing ~ feeling of energy… mostly at the head area… at the beginning body ard arms feel the “movements” like vibration…

I also asked a question after class.

When we do GYFM and after shifu start to ask us to visualise de time, do we need to chant NMAMTF?

Ans: don’t need , then we can visualise properly.

back home I do GYFM for a short while.. felt tummy there warm warm… then yesterday night I cant sleep well also.. very awake.. sleep ard 2amplus wake up at 5am.. then also very long time cant sleep… hao bu rong yi sleep liao.. wake up at 9am again…then tried to sleep again…

then play with crystal awhile… yesterday forgot if I had took my medicine… haha.. so I ask my crystal… my crystal say bo then I take lo…

18 Sep 09

~ Di Zang Wang PuSa Birthday

~ chant Na Mo Da Yuan Di Zang Wang PuSa 10 malas and delicate to past live karmic debtors/ recently decreased family members.

09-Sep-09

homework done with brother… this time we off the lights to do GYFM… but never see lights … he still feels the itchy…

I realised we always forgot the DG…

10-Sep-09

just completed SOP with brother… today my 3rd eye chakra feels pressure constantly while doing GYFM…

today we remember to do DG together… I saw brother moving.. he said he isn’t sure if it is correct or is it he moves de… but I tell him nevermind lah… just move lo…

I ate the pill le before doing SOP…. during GYFM, after visualise the light into my body then I visualise the pill glows with light and spread to whole body… can hor?

then we also tried the “yoga” sets, hands shaking, bend our body to the front, turning body left right, breathing using right & left nostril plus the lifting of legs up in the air…

oh ya, my brother both arms looks a bit red red with white spots… he say is normal, always like that wor…

I still can’t do a very long GYFM, abt 20-25mins… so I re-do GYFM again….

erm, yesterday I think I saw light as it is very bright sometimes… but I am not sure is it the room lights.. but this light sometimes will go dimmer…and sometimes I got za nian… will think of work  or friends talking…then I suddenly remember I should be chanting and not thinking, so I concentrate on chanting and forgets the za nian…

Oh ya, I also told my brother abt the sunday class de GYFM le…we tried doing SOP together after telling him..

He saw lights but right side is bright, left side not so bright, a bit dim…

when he pulls his hands down and chants Nan Mo Ah Mi Tuo Fo for a while, his body starts to feel itchy….

tried eating vege from day 1 of 7th mth…. hmm… today ate mixed rice..but I dunno the egg got mince meat inside wor…until I ate a bit of the meat…

but I got try to chao du the meat in the end lah…   

went class on Sunday… and we were taught talking to our ling… at 1st I was like thinking wat should I call my ling? Ling ? Ah Ling? Huiling? haha… in the end I just called Ling…

I asked abt what is the correct way to chant DBZ then the next thing was I was doing my pranic breathing wor… so I guessed I must concentrate on my breathing when chanting..

I also ask y I keep getting sick wor… keep having flu then now is cough.. every night I got difficulty to sleep… I can only watch tv till I sleep in my living room sofa… then 4am plus sure wake up… when I go room sleep ..cannot sleep liao… keep coughing till morning then can sleep…

yesterday again I wake up at 4am plus… then I cough till I vomit twice …. then I drink pi pa gou then can sleep…

Think I should go see doctor again…