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after the thursday class(13-Aug-09)… then I came to know there is something called 卡阴… never heard of it b4 wor…
it was scary but interesting… there are 2 types of 卡阴，internal and external…

卡阴 ~ huan tio…
internal ~ yin ling with connections, such as ancestors, decreased relatives such as spouse, child , parent in laws…
external ~ yin ling that u dunno who they are…

and people with 先天灵 are easier to get 卡阴…

Symptoms: pain on shoulder, neck and lower back areas…sick, feel sleepy/tired most of the time, mood swings/emo…
When u feel something is not right as in something is changed in u ..like thinking, mood, behaviour, suddenly something is not right…it might be u r already 卡阴…

A easy fa to cleanse ourselves, can do it weekly or as often as u can ~(for viewing)
1) get a new bucket
2) get a new face cloth(only meant for ownself using)
3) put 7 grains of rice and some sea salt in the bucket
4) pour hot water, then pour cold water…
5) soak the face towel in the bucket and clean the whole body with it
As this water is considered as water with some fa li and it might hurt some beings… after using the water, carefully pour the water in the toilet bowl… do not anyhow pour the water to other places..

Ways to help when kanna 卡阴~
~ do lots of GYFM until whole body hot hot… if not hot enough means no do enough…(abt 1hr or more)
~ cleanse(yin yang water) as often as possible/daily

Sunday class… shifu wasn’t around… Teo lead the class and as usual chanting then healing…
When Carlos was healing me, he put his finger on my crown chakra.. I feel pain, very pain… I siam and siam as in I turn my head and even bend down… but his finger still stays there so after a while I know bobian liao, I have to endure, so I sat upright… just endure the pain lo…

after that no one was attending to me… my hands began to shake… when I relax more, it shake violently till my fingers pain.. I control & stop a while.. also with thinking I shake my hands? but no leh… when I relax mild shaking, relax more …very violent shaking till whole body also shakes…then the shaking also poke my throat… till I pain then I relax and again poke my throat… but I feel good wor…

then Carlos came again ..pressing my back then suddenly he tell me, I going to knock u… I tell him okay…

woo!! not as painful as I think, it is shiok lo… then da jie also came to help me.. she knws I not feeling comfortable ..so she jia chi me till she felt that it goes smoothly then she stop…Then I check with Carlos, he can feel there is a negative energy and he is trying to knock that out of me…

at the end of the class Carlos explained Thursday’s 卡阴 lesson again as some of the fellow 同修 wasn’t ard…

now my crown chakra on/off will feel something also…

SOP done…

today also keep dragging… halfway during my SOP my legs super numb.. tried to relax after the chanting, do stretching..still cannot..

so just continue GYFM, during the GYFM… my legs got the numb numb feel like needles and something moving inside… till now still have abt 15 – 20 mins le… my blood circulation bo ho lo…

and my neck & back pain start to come back again… jialat…

Happy National Day!

Went centre today.. SOP and healing

Today I lup Uncle Sim wor… then I can feel like chi chi de pain… erm.. slight pain when I lup him… then I just saw my knee… 3 small dots of blue black…formed like a triangular shape….

then after tat, healing but different person… erm missed some steps… maybe I am not clever enough.. I dunno what shifu means by this healing plus the other healing… only after half way thru then I think I slowly understand a bit but missed some steps liao.. so I try to jia chi…

was mentioned that we had our mind drifted away when chanting…only sufficient homework done then can help us to stay concentrated for a longer period… have to take note that we should at least have 10 mins of concentration without thinking of other things…

错了就是错了 (wrong means wrong), I always remember that…
the path ain’t easy… I already promised myself that I will not give up this path… just that I have to overcome one of the biggest obstacle…”LAZINESS” …..

Just finished SOP with bro…done late so never do DG…
Today GYFM 30 mins, but this 30mins I can’t concentrate well…

then when chanting time, I think I kneel in a position too long till I very giddy like going to faint…I felt scare… then I open my eyes to chant a while till I feel better than close my eyes… I tot I was going to faint lo… suddenly my head like spinning…

just finished SOP with my bro…

he said this evening he sitting with his frds…then he felt both his hands very numb… he say feel like there is a force from his hands like want to rush out…

DG: not much movement…

went centre today.. as usual SOP and chanting.. the chanting not very good abt 40% of ling energy only… learned something… when all of us xiu together… it is also teamwork we mustn’t have negative thoughts such as 分别心… it is very easy to zao 魔。。。

Back home and just finished SOP with my bro… I feel something like heartbeat around my top right side of head then left back side of head and my body…we practiced a while the DG… he doesn’t dare to do alone… so I asked him to do with me…

one question: he can’t do the mandala handsign but when san ying that time he need to do? I dunno whether he needs to do that, I just ask him to place his finger to his forehead and san yin lo…

oh oh… si bei long time bo blog liao…

as usual lo…went centre to practice with fellow 同修s … chanting, GYFM, DG, SOP…

Bro also tried doing SOP at my place and his place… just that at my place he can do 水gong then at his place got incense but can’t do shui gong…

the last sunday in centre doing GYFM was very nice… dun feel like moving just quietly sat there… nice…

oh ya.. I haven start doing DBS yet cos I forgot to take my booklet home, but I got included the 2 verse in the booklet b4 chanting DBZ and I add 1 mala of OM BAN ZA SATO HONG after the DBZ… should be okay bah….

One question, if we just doing normal SOP not the DBS, must add the 1 mala OM BAN ZA SATO HONG mah?

very lazy to blog… hehe.. as usual… went to class and Sop..sometimes got skip… sometimes chanting with GYFM…

actually a few weeks ago… my bro said he wanted to eat vegetarian for a period of abt one mth… not strict one just normal vege without meat de..(becos he wan reduce weight…) but he 1st day already bu xiao xin de ate some meat..thinking it was potato wedges..but is fried hotdog..haiz..
then he got a dream after a few days… the dream is to encourage him to carry on eat vege… but he bo follow lo… only trying to eat lesser meat nia..

I will start my vege diet from 1st day of the lunar 7th mth till gui yi … will try not to break this vege diet during this period…

SOP done with DG (a while) & walking meditation (a while)

17-Jul-09 & 18-Jul-09

- GYFM

19-Jul-09

Homework at centre.. today de healer is Vel.. wo kanna lup ..heehee..

from left arm to right arm then from back to right side of neck… feel pain plus shiok.. Vel’s hand must be quite pain too.. cos after healing a few person..her hand is swollen and blue black…

20-Jul-09

SOP done… but sick…

21-Jul-09

-Skipped SOP, MC for 2 days…